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Monday, November 23, 2009

The Ugly Truth

*Sigh*

Hi folks...
How are you? :D
Hope you are havin' good times... LOLz


Life is unfair, and I guess you all know and agree with that.
In life, you have to accept all things, including things that you've never expected.
You also have to forget things that you can't get and begin to find things that you can get.
I know it's hard, it's sucks, it's ugly, but that is the best way.
If you try to achieve things that you know you can't never get, what is the point of trying?
It will only lead to deeper pain.
If you try t0o achieve things that you can achieve, but you fail,
You are allowed to be sad, but don't be sad for too long, coz it will not benefit yourself...
At least you have try, and there is nothing to regret about.

Same goes for love,
you try to attract your opposite sex, but you know that you can never get them, so what is your point of trying?
It's not worth it...
If you cannot catch a fish, don't worry coz there are still more fishes in the sea
It depends on you all, coz it's just my perspective
Everybody has different perspective about love, I just want to share mine :D
So if you don't agree with that, it's up to you :)
But for me,
It's the ugly truth


Well, xory for talking about nonsense things (If you think so :D)
I believe in my perspective, and when I like a girl, I always think "Is there any possibility that the girl like me back?"
If I think the answer will be "NO", of course I will be sad and dissapointed, but I'll try to forget her,
But if the answer is "YES", of course I will try my ass off to attract that girl.

I like a girl..
I like to mention the name, but I don't think that girl want to be mentioned (If she knows)
Day by day after having conversation verbally and non-verbally, I come out with one conclusion whether the girl likes me back or not
And the answer is "I DON'T KNOW"
I don't know because the girl doesn't show some positive signs
And the girl doesn't show some negative signs either
Up to this point, I don't think the girl has feeling for me

Should I give up now? Maybe I should...
My friends always say don't give up, and I thank them for that
But sometimes I know, they do that becoz they don't feel good to me
I know that they know I won't get the girl, and they just want to entertain me
But do they actually entertain me?
They give me an empty hope that unlikely will happen,
and becoz of that I will be in further pain...
I don't blame my friends for that, because for me it's natural

I start my final exam tomorrow, so I will sleep in order to study at night...
Caoooooo...
Thanks guys for reading...
I appreciate a lot :D
Byeee....
See you next time :D

*But sooner or later, I got to choose*

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Resurrection

I AM BACK!!!
I AM SORRY COZ I WAS KINDA LAZY TO BLOG...
HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND
:D


The first thing that I notice when I come to my blog is my layout is damn GAY... -.-
I wanna change my layout, but not now :D

So the first thing that I wanna talk about is about Amanda's B'Day party...
If I have to choose only a word to describe the whole things that happened there, I will choose "MEMORABLE". It is memorable becoz it was my first pool party. It is memorable becoz that was the awesomest b'day party that I've ever attended. It is memorable becoz it was attended by super nice people. It is memorable becoz Manda was reli pretty. Last, but not least, it was memorable becoz amanda got TAYLOR SWIFT-FEARLESS album! I've never thought she would get that album among all albums in da world. Anyway, it was also my first time to come to Amanda's home. I rated it 5 stars... (No kiddin') :D

The second and last thing that I wanna talk is bout prom... I choose to attend SIS' prom, instead of CIMP's prom. The reason is very simple, I love SIS more than I love CIMP. Regarding the partner that I will go with, I dun have for now. Things are very complicated. I've asked a girl, but the result is not what I wanted it to be, so I assume that you all know about the result. Am I sad or dissapointed? I will say of course I am dissapointed, but I am not sad. This rejection is not the first time in my life, so why I should be sad? I'm not makin' an excuse, but I am just expressing my feeling. I hope I will be blessed with luck in the future :D

So, I guess that's all I want to share.
I am going to all my friends' blogs now....
Long time not read their blogs ;)

*Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you*